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lalalas.
i hav somewhat good luck for today...
but i absolutely hav nothing to do.


-yawns-
didn post ytd as i was lazy to do so.

anyway, i'm gonna talk abt smth that has been on my mind for quite a long period of time. dey are actually 2 qs, and the 2 qs are...
'What is the definition of happiness?' 'What is the definition of unhappiness?'

HAPPINESS - ppl say attaining fame and wealth is happiness. i say that's greed. some say when dey are with their loved ones, that's happiness. i experienced that before, but that can be counted as either happiness or blind in love. to dem is happiness, of course. well, my definition of happiness is very complicated. happiness is... when you feel happy? hmmm...dere are oso things that can make happiness come out of a heavy, stressed and sad heart. imagine you're sad because of smth happened, and you enter a world of smiling faces. eventually ur spirits wuld be lifted up. happiness is a feeling that cannot be expressed in words only. hahahahas.is this a form of happiness?

UNHAPPINESS - losing ur loved ones? regret of smth wrong done by ur own hands? hmmm. most probably. i experienced losing my loved ones before. she left me. but i've got over it. dere are oso things that can make unhappiness come out of a light and happy heart, and that's vice versa of my logic in the definition of HAPPINESS. and oso vice versa of the situation i made in e definition of HAPPINESS. -sobs- -sniffles- are these forms of unhappiness?


whoots!
it has been such a miracle that my mum actually has allowed me to play com for an hour!
i would cherish this time given.
muahahahahas.
today at np learn flagpole and tripod.
but we like so siian.
coz early saturday morning wake up so early.
but we had quite a lot of fun.
maybe.
got quite a lot of ppl didn come today too.
some excused, some dowan come.
lalalas.
ask dem go find chunjie demselves. i don wan any of my squadmates to fail their campcraft test. see i so good rite? hahas. sooo bhb.
okay.
i shall end here.
go play play play.


lalalas.
today quite sad and oso quite happy.
happy coz today's janus's birthday.
had a very fun time.
happy oso is abt the "Just Follow Law" show. damn funny.
sad is abt an incident that happened in schl today. interesting but cost my embarrassment. don wanna talk abt it :p
sad today oso coz is ms lee de last day. had a farewell snacking time wif her.
haix.
but she promised us, jolene, janus, rachael and of course me, that we can meet up sometime.
oh well.
coz she wanna further her studies.
luckily nvr go overseas. if she go overseas, we wuld miss her until siao. even sms her oso muz very expensive.
oh well. lalalas again.

anyway, to all goshawks: tmr training 0830 fall in at courtyard in pt kit. (stupid rite, put here. only lucky ppl who visits my blog today knows abt it. hahas.)


lalalas.
we didn talk today. haix. poor me. haixxx... -sighs-

well, today 2e4 became a movie theatre again. SC brought deathnote 2, and we had an interestingggg time watching it. light (kira) lost to ryuzaki eventually. well, but light shouldn't hav trusted the shinigami (death god) so much. soooo stupid. but if i were in his shoes, most probably i wuld do the same thing, as the evil-ness has alrdy taken over light. after that show, we watched "Just Follow Law". jealous of us eh? but the show damn funny laas. whole class was laughing lyk siao.

one more thing, andrina complained that my font size was too small. i shoot back to her say she pa jiao =x oops. but who cares anyway. hahas.


*yawns*
lalalas. so siianx... but today hav been an interesting day. she didn ignore me today. yay! hahas. i looked so lame. we even had a game of UNO. although she made me lose intentionally, i don mind. i juz wanna be frens wif her again... well, back to the interesting things that happened in schl today, at music lessons, mdm tan showed us the movie, Brotherhood, i tink. so violent laas. e soldiers even fought demselves, and the loser have to starve for 2 days. crazy like siao sia. beat each other until both throw up blood. somemore is same country de lorx. den at sci lesson we watched deathnote. so nice sia. deathnote 1, and we watched the whole thing. whoots! actually we cant finish de, but mdm ng didn come to our class for her lesson. hahas. den we somemore watch until 1.40. our class became theatre that time. whole class filled laas. but we accomplished smth- no teacher still can so quiet. (coz watching show mahx, who dare make noise rite?) hahas. my theory.

well, since nth much happened today and my post was quite short, i shall rite some reason-ic reasons... -.-

-never make somebody ur everything cause when they're gone, you're left wif nothing.
-two ppl in love always pass by each other, thx to a quirk of fate.
-suicide is an act of cowardly in which the person choose to run away of refusing to face reality.
-FORGIVE AND FORGET - learn to give others a chance to make up for whatever mistake dey hav made.
-don expect others to return their love when you love dem, but don turn ur back on LOVE, as god wuld find someone better than the previous girl/guy.
-ppl tend to take valuable objects/ppl right in front of dem as granted, and when dey are finally gone, dey starts to regret abt why dey did not cherish dem when dey are still sround.


booms.
lalalas.
whoots!
at least we exchanged abit of words today!!! yeah mann!!! haix... but i still wish we can be frens once more. juz frens is more than enough. if tis problem can be settled, at least i don hav to be so stressed about the friendship problems between edna and i. haix. she juz wouldn forgive me.
tmr is tentage building for np training. 10 mins to build a tent by ourselves??! without the assist of NCOs??! oh mann. but i'll do my best, wadever it takes, no matter wad grp i'll be in.


4th day.
haix...
oh well.
it was a boring sunday morning today.

yuxuan was still in her bed slping, i tink.
NDP training.
it was said to be killing.
hopes she passes all training successfully, smoothly.
get a rest, mann.
it was likely to be more killing than NPDP.
the 6 of us who went for it didn had a good time too.
but dere were happy memories.
CON10.
whoots!
deanne and alvin.
the CIs.
haix...
oh well, i now go check my hp.
see that disciple of mine awake liao or not.
mr chin, you made the right choice.
she was over the moon when she received the news that she had been chosen to go for the NDP.
nice choice, mr chin.


haix.
3rd day she ignored me.
i'm counting down on this, mann.
anyway, the 12 goshawks went to help out in the shooting course that happened in schl today. whoots! i saw brian frm xinmin! he's as cute as ever... btw, angela so extra laas... she wear pe while everybody wear unit tee. damn extra. i hated her. so sia lan. haix.
anyway, today was yuxuan's first training for the NDP. glad that mr chin chose her. lalalas. hope that she gives me this chance. bless me, god.


haix.
this is the 2nd day she ignored me.
i wish we can go back like we were in those times.
happy-go-lucky.
chatting away even sirs and mdms are in front of us.
please, god.
bless her and me.
even we cant be couples, can we continue wif this friendship?
i dowan to let go of this friendship.
i treasure the times when we were good frens.
i really wanna cry now, mann.
god, now i'm begging you.
please, i beg you.
at least allow her to talk to me, to confide in me wif her troubles.
now, i only want to ask her this-
can we still be frens?


the wrong-est thing i hav done is to confess to her.
oh mann.
shld hav listened to dickson.
oh well.
i hav done the wrong-est thing.

everything went haywire today.
it was fine at the start of the amazing race.
until...
edna had her mood swings again, i tink.
and everything went wrong.
WENT WRONG.
it went wrong.
haix...
don wanna talk abt it alrdy.
fuck me off.
*sobs*.


haix...
i confessed to her today.

but but but.
her handphone corrupted.
thank god!!!
whoots!
but in time to come, i still have to confess my love to her.
oh well.
but i thank god for helping me today.
hopes she gives me tis chance.
special thanks to huisi too, for helping me all e way(:
thx alot, mann.


A Impossible Confession.
these are the only words i can tink of now.
i had a crush on her, but i didn tell her.
it wuld surely affect our friendship.
i wouldn want that.
oh well.
oh god,
if possible,
let her... know abt this. but don let tis affect our friendship.
i absolutely had no courage to tell her that i had a crush on her.
-sniffles-
well, but...
wadever happens frm now on, i'll face it bravely.
yeah mann.
i'm facing everything bravely frm now on.
FACE IT, MANN.


-sniffles-
got my results today. i suck, mann. how can i let my chinese actually drop? if it drops, ok, let it juz drop frm A1 to A2. it dropped to B4, if i'm not wrong... ahhh! haix, now on to my sci... i finally passed my science in my CA2, only to noe that i failed again in this mid-year exams. i really wanna cry mann... but i prevented yuxuan and edna frm crying. if i cry, i wuld hav been labelled a 'bad example'.
oh fuck.
well, my maths dropped too, but my history...
I PASSED MY HISTORY!!!
whoots! 62/100 mann!!!
now, let's talk abt the strange ms lau... when i walked down the stairs juz now, she asked me why i got so high for my compo. 36/50... that's high??! oh, after that, i found out she was comparing my marks wif my elder brother. he got 33/50. it's only a 3-mark difference! -.-


CHERIE IS HERE :DDD
wahahas! heehees;


Weekends are the most difficult period of days in every week for me, because of the prohibition to go out wif frens, even after SA1... even if frens were to ask me out, i cant... because of the prohibition. oh well, anyway, i'll lyk to thank cherie for helping me change my blogskin. thx alot!!! ok, let's go play com now!!!


oh!!!
i found my old posts.
thanks, cherie.


lalalas.
everything's gone.
but nvm, i'll revive them again.
going for np now.
ltr play water.
prepare to get wet, edna...
the super short post of today.

the end...


well.
nothing much happened today.
mr woo and mdm lim were not in our class when their respective lessons were on.
mr woo gave us a piece of homework- to write a diary entry of wad happened during SA1.
since he was not in class...
everybody had so much fun!!!
i had the most fun by editing wad he wrote.
i wrote on the board- 1-word essay.
how mr woo leads 2e4 by his own way.
i wrote a hell lot of things, his flaws, his demerit giving, his favourtie phrases, and i was having a hell lot of fun, mann!
den 2e3 was preparing to go for art lesson.
i asked huisi and yuxuan to read wad's on the board.
dey were laughing and laughing. hahahahahas. den yuxuan changed some of the board things. she wrote a lot of words, and dey were profound. ahhh! but nvm, in the end, i written the due date. you noe when's the due date of the homework?

10th May. today??! not today, you got it wrong. the year, however, was...
3008...
hahahahahahahahahaha!!! 1001 years ltr, skeletons wuld come handing in this piece of homework to a pile of bones. hahahahahahas!
end of today...


*yawns*
whoots!!!
found my set of hse keys i lost 2 days ago!!!
found it in the general office, which e record says that it's found at the celebration wall.
thanks to some kind-hearted soul.
thank you!
lots of thank you to this person!
thx alot!!!
god wuld bless you for ur good deed.
thx alot, mann.
a really big thank you to you.
whoever it is...


whoooooooooooots!
SA1 IS FINALLY OVER!
hahas.
am i juz pure crazy?
maybe.
cos so many ppl hav been sooo stressed abt the SA1.
*yawns*
firday's edna's birthday.
hahas.
it's juz so tragically for her to hav her birthday on that day, as we hav extra np training on that day. CI and eagles, plus us, the goshawks, however, it's juz so lucky for us on that day tt we can hav a fun time that day. prepare to be wet, edna. muahahahahahas. bring ur npdp shirt on that day, and you wuld be outstanding. hahas.
ppl, get used to my neither long nor short posts. hahas.


lalalas.
today's NPCC day. hwa leong was the PC. michelle was the pledge taker. i was lyk kept fidgeting in the morning parade. hahas. den i looked here looked dere... miss khong, form teacher of 4e3, was lyk somehow proud of michelle. hahas. good for michelle.
didn post for the last two days, as i was preparing for my science test today. i bet i didn even do well. the qs was damn fucking hard. oh mann, i scolded vulgar again. oh well. in fact, i didn wanna on the computer and post today too, coz i lost my hse keys... =(
luckily my mum was at home. whew.
anyway, back to the feeling of not wanting to post today, i posted, coz my bro on-ed the com. so, shun4bian4 bahx.
tmr's art ppr. i'm scared. i'm scared my results would drop again. it was SOOO hard for me to improve frm CA1 to CA2, frm a L1R5 of 22 to 20. oh mann. fuck it. anyway, let nature takes it course. and not only did i lose my hse keys, i even lost my pe shirt. my bro said it was in the canteen toilet. ahhh! haix. oh well. time to relaxxxxx. go play games. ppl, don fan2 me. and npcc goshawks cadets, dere is traning tis fridae, for those who didn noe abt it.


haix... mr tan asked me to cut my hair liaox. ahhh! i don wann to cut. but i have to, cos of the 'threat' of the WARNING LETTER. hmph. *yawns* zzz... studied literature until 0030hrs ytd. why did i study do hard when only a small part of the story came out??! but i'm satisfied that i'm willing to work hard for my own desired results. maybe i'll get low marks, but at least i worked for it. yeah. that's the way to lead my life. went to point wif dickson and edna after npcc day rehearsal. saw the doreamon piggybank in the japan house shop. i didn noe why, but i have the urge to buy a gift for her on the 6th of each month. i eventually did that, though. but up until now, i still do not noe who i lost her to. qiuyi refused to tell me... dey don seem to trust me at all. even if i came to know such things, wuld i be able to do anything, other than sending dem my best wishes??? dey don understand my little heart... *sobs*
monday's npcc day, had to wear full u the whole day juz to take the science exam. haixxx... ppl starts to complain to me, but can i do anything? lalalas. get this clear. i cant do anything. obey the rule of the O.C. hahas.


*yawns*. so tired today after the history ppr. wrote a hell out of 4 pages, somemore continuously... grrr. mr woo's so biased, let erwin go toilet during exam den don allow me to go. muz make me wait for ms lee to take over invigilating the class den i can go. grrr. i wouldn forget this. after lunch, we went back to class to study literature. we played the 'ying yue ge dou chang' game, where janus, jolene and rachael sing together and i hav to guess whad song dey singing. so many songs i donno somemore. but oso got accomodate me sometimes :D after that, we FINALLY studied literature. i absolutely had no mood to study. i was almost falling asleep... den i finally decided to sleep at 9 today and wake up at 4 to study. yeahs. that's wad i'm gonna do. whoots! at abt 4.30, the stupid mr ram came into the classroom and asked us to get out. i was lyk so dulan. but we're going home anyway, so who cares? now, close com, go rest, fall asleep, and wake up at 4a.m to study!!! trust me, i'm really gonna do that.


haix...... dammit!!! oh well, let's start frm morning. saw li zhi on the way to schl when i was entering e schl. she waved to me and i was lyk stunned, seeing a crazy girl waving to me. after our morning chat, which is essential to our daily schl days, we went back to class for our mother tongue test, and whoots! dere was no assembly as it was raining. whoots again!
right after our ppr 2, we went for our lunch. we hav planned to go for mr chan's remedial. hahas. that was so unexpected frm us. somemore he was going to revise sci chpt 6&7. well, a number of average ppl went for the remedial. after the remedial, we went to our 'turf', which is outside the library, which we found out it was the "HS resource hub -.-".
we actually studied for a few hours, history... oh fuck. i'm beginning to hate history, but, oh well. juz study this subject for this year and 'upgrade' to social studies next year. oh ya, i forgot to talk abt my new-born son, winnie! ahahahas. we were so lame. but our legs are okay -.-
after everything, we went to the library, or rather the resource hub, to enjoy the air-conditioning. lalalas. it was soooo comfortable.
after every single thing, we are on our way home, and rachael 'isolated' my son in her locker. *sobs* den i decided to do my amazing feat- jumping down frm the second floor. was i really going to do that??! yeahs. my leg was out alrdy, but smth unexpected happened. authur sim saw us. OH MY GOD!!! i retreated back to the second floor and 4 of us ran away!!! whew. luckily he didn come after us. but wad i was worried is that he wuld tracked me down, send a sms to my mum, and giv me a major demerit. the worst case scenario. oh god, please bless me that he wuld forget everything!!! ahhh!!!!!!


haix. i don wann a labour day mann.
it sucks (no offence).
absolutely nothing to do.

hmmm.
let's see wad else happens todae.
today's May 1st.
Cassandra, Sec 3 frm peicai's birthday todae.
i shld get her a present.
she consoled me on the last day of NPDP training, or rather the day of the parade...
...when i cried my heart out when SHE (you noe who) broke my heart.
aiyah, ATC tt day den giv her the present laas.
lalalas.
i am looking forward to ATC!!!
i miss my brian.
haix...
he didn take a photo wif me after the parade.
i miss him!!!
hmph...
study study study.
NOW.
anyway, good luck to everyone taking any test right now.
hahas.
see i so good.

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Born on 21st August 1993
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