一半 言承旭
Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 16:28
一直等 一个人 等了很久
这一场 独角戏 是很寂寞
春夏秋冬 我的窗口 只有风经过
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变的脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛 但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头
都已经空了那么久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待
等风再把你带 回来
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变的脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛 但我谁也没有说
右边的座位 右边的枕头
都已经空了那么久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待
等风再把你带 回来
只有你的微笑能让我心安
只有你的拥抱可以把我填满
只有你手里的那一半钥匙
能把心打开
没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了
为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待
等风再把你带 回来
Alright alright. I lost to Qiuyi. So I'm the stalker. Hahas.
Insomnia; Pounding Head; Lost.
@ 12:54
going to schl today was somehow a waste of time. lucky tmr got lessons. if not continue waste time only.
well. 've been suffering frm insomnia these few days. dunno whats wrong. ytd spin here spin there then 2+ then slp. then morning i wake up will dizzy, cos got pounding head ._. after awhile heal automatically @.@
well. shall stop here. nothing to post le. bye.
Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 15:14
seems like you're no different frm him either.
talk only.
bullshit-ing all the way.
thanks for this bullshit.
it taught me not to depend on you.
jackass.
Lesson-less.
@ 14:51
sian sia.
i tot i could chiong frm tmr onwards.
then tell us no lessons.
damn it laa.
zzz.
sian diao~
and and,
the one who posted that she was stalked..
all fake :D :D :D
she was the one who stalked the so-called stalker..
still don wan admit..
tsk tsk..
the person mentioned at her blog is the real innocent one.
HAHAHA.
HE was being stalked by HER.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
@ 01:08
i've to wait for my brother's game to be downloaded finish before i could go to sleep.
he was really tired,
and i was doing my maths,
so i helped him.
well.
shall post abt today before i go to bed.
actually went out in the afternoon to cycle around Hougang with ChungHong.
too bored liao.
so went.
then i told him to cycle together to mall first.
to get my Chem TYS.
wasn there.
so we cycled frm mall to compass.
got my TYS there.
saw Qiuyi and her mum :D
she saw me as if she didn saw me for years like that ._.
so surprised.
hahas.
went to find ChungHong after i got my book.
cycled back to hougang.
wah seh.
cycle till my butt numb sia.
for hours man..
then Sharon came back frm Tampines.
i accompanied him wait for her.
then camp at one bus stop.
then saw her bus coming.
we see bus stop, then move again.
then we chiong.
like crazy ppl.
still lose to bus @.@
then we cycled for awhile.
then sent his bike home,
and i was on my way home.
did my maths,
and here i am.
if i really can do it,
i'll commit my whole afternoon tmr for my maths and chem.
hopefully so~
byebye =]
Saturday, June 27, 2009 @ 13:13
watched transformers with Kelly mdm, Lizhi, Lishan and Enzhang ytd.
5 star rating sia.
super nice show.
alot ppl put aeroplane,
so we lazy to continue jio-ing.
hahas.
nothing much to post,
catch it before it's gone.
hahas.
bye.
Friday, June 26, 2009 @ 11:21
Pissed.
Thursday, June 25, 2009 @ 22:31
let's blog abt ytd.
my morning was planned sui sui.
help WeiChong and WeiQing take uniform,
go back home do chemistry.
then after that me and WeiChong go kovan.
he treat me brunch.
i told him no need liao.
:/
then walk walk.
Kelly mdm called him.
she wan skip lesson.
play L4D.
then i sian diao.
then i don wan go.
Kelly mdm say treat me play.
then i sian diao agn.
too bad.
go lor.
then jio ppl.
jio till WeiChong's brother, Kelly mdm's sister, SeanAxel, GhimHong oso got go -.-
all skip lesson.
haiyo.
then in the end 3v4.
chiong like siao agn.
play until dunno how to go home.
then go home after that.
did chem at night.
slept at 2+.
today played basketball with GuanLiang.
headache.
hais.
then tuition-ed.
back here.
doing chem ltr agn.
tmr need hand in.
see still got qs i noe how to do anot..
byebye.
Do nightmares come at the same time?Waking up suddenly because of nightmares..It's been 2 nights straight..
Monday, June 22, 2009 @ 22:50
Disappointment. Despair. Fear. Helplessness. Hopelessness. Aches. Anger. Weariness. Tired. Exhausted. Living zombie. Walking zombie. Fuck.
Just a son of a bastard.
@ 22:14
Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck
Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck
Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck FuckSpeechless.I'm really speechless.Don't talk to me now.I may just vent everything on anyone of you.
Saturday, June 20, 2009 @ 18:55
tree top walk today!
super fun!
hahas.
met everyone at hougang station supposedly at 8am sharp.
but my brother go buy dough sticks.
then reached there at 0815.
Selicia boarded the same bus.
she was late too.
hahas.
reached harbourfront.
had the walk for quite some time.
took a lot of photos on the way..
hahas.
overall super fun (:
then lunch-ed at Thai Express.
super ex.
hahas.
but the food quite nice.
but spicy too.
then went arcade.
played a while..
then waited for Kelly Mdm they all at the MRT there..
walao.
i got slapped for nothing.
stupid LiShan.
then..
off to L4D!!
chiong like siao.
hahas.
"Tank"!!!
hahas.
slacked at mac for awhile after the game..
then bus-ed home with Sean.
home sweet home,
and here i am =]
1 more week to schl reopen!!
chiong arhs!!
=]
不知道你，还爱不爱我。。
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @ 23:00
Tagged by Joanne.
1. Real name: Kee Ghim Choon.
2. Nickname: Can't remember much..
3. Star sign: Leo.
4. Male or Female: Male.
5.Primary school: Xinmin.
6. Secondary school: Hougang.
7. Jc/Poly: Poly.
8. Hair Colour: Black.
9. Long or short: Short.
10. Loud or Quiet: Average.
11. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans.
12. Phone or Camera: Both.
13. Health Freak: Nope.
14. Drink or Smoke: Neither.
15. Do you have a crush on someone: Yup.
16. Eat or drink: Anything that's edible and nice..
17. Piercings: None.
18. Tattoos: None.
Have you ever :
19. Been in an airplane: Nope. Sad right??
20 Been in a relationship: Yes.
21.Been in a car accident: Nope.
22. Been in a fist fight: Nope.
Firsts;
23. First piercing: Nope.
24. First best friend: So long de friend liao.. I think first then come back answer okay..
25. First award : Primary 3.
26. First crush: : Primary school.
27. First vacation: Go back indonesia visit grandma counted ma??
Lasts;
28. Last person you talked to: Mother.
29. Last person you texted to: GhimHong.
30. Last person(s) you watched a movie with: Forgot le ._.
32. Last food you ate: KFC.
33. Last movie you watched: Ehh.. Forgot le.
34. Last song you listen to: Westlife feat Delta Goodrem - All Out Of Love.
35. Last thing you bought: Dinner.
36. Last person you hugged: Ehh..
Favourites;
37. Food: JUNK FOOD.
38. Drinks: CARBONATED DRINKS. [I'm so freaking unhealthy eh..]
39. Clothing: Those nice looking ones and suit me can le =]
40. Books: Twilight saga.
41. Song: Kristy, Are You Doing Okay by The Offsprings, at the moment..
42. Flower: None?
43. Colour: Mainly black and blue ba..
44. Movies: Harry Potter~
45. Phrase: 'Ask him go die laa hor.' I only remember this one..
46. Subject: Physics only. Hahas.
You ever done before;
47. Kissed in the snow: Nope.
48. Celebrated Halloween: Nope.
Have you evers;
49. Had your heart broken: Yes?
50. Went over the minutes in your cellphone: Yup.
51. Someone questioned your sexually orientation: I have no idea what you're talking about..
52. Come out of the closet: Young that time lor.
53. Gotten pregnant: How do I even get pregnant??
54. Had an abortion: I don't know how to have an abortion when I can't get pregnant..
55. Done something that you've regretted: Alot of times..
56. Broke a promise: Yes, sadly.
57. Hide a secret: Yup.
58. Pretended to be happy: Quite many times?
59. Met someone who changes your life: Yes.
60. Pretended to be sick: Childish..
61. Left the country: Yes.
62. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and like it: Yes?
63. Cried over the silliest thing: Yes.
64. Ran a mile: A mile = 1.609344000000865km. Yup. NAPFA test lor.
65. Went to the beach with your best friend(s): Yup.
67. Eating: Have you ever, eating? What kind of question is this?? -.-
68. Drinking: Same goes for this one, you see.. -.-
69. I'm about to: finish this quiz and get back to sleep.
70. Listening to: 斗神 by 陈世维
71. Plans for tomorrow: Finish tuition homework in the morning and enjoy the campfire
at night.
72. Waiting for: me to hasten and finish this quiz..
73. Want kids: 2 to 3.
74. Want to get married: 28/29?
75. Careers in mind: CID.
76. Which is better than girl/boy: I have no idea whatcha talking about, sir~
77. Lips or eyes: Lips?
78. Shorter or taller: Depends
79. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic.
80. Nice stomach or nice arms: Arms.
81. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive.
82. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
83. Trouble-maker or hesistant: Neither.
Have you ever;
84. Lost glasses/contacts: My eyes are perfect.
85. Ran away from home: Childish behaviour aren't my style..
86. Killed somebody: I would have done it to him if it weren't for the relationship I have with
him..
87. Broken someone's heart: Yes, unfortunately..
88. Been arrested: Nope.
89. Cried when someone's die: Yup.
Do you believe in;
90. Yourself: Somehow?
91. Miracles: Yes. It happened to me before.
92. Love at first sight: Yes.
93. Heaven: Yup.
94. Santa Claus: NO.
95. Sex on the first date: Nope.
96. Kiss on the first date: Maybe?
97. Is there one person you wishes to be with now: Yes.
98. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life: Maybe?
100.This is the 100th question and last question : Yup. I believe that this is the last question..
Anyone can do this quiz..
My eyes are freakingly painful.
@ 20:32
WeiLong intro-ed me some songs..
I decided to put 1 on my blog =]
quite nice.
=]
there's a moment in time
and it's stuck in my mind
way back when we were just kids
cuz your eyes told the tale of an act of betrayal
i knew that somebody did
oh waves of time
seem to wash away the scenes of our crimes
for you this never ends
can you stay strong
can you go on
Kristy are you doing okay
a rose that wont bloom
winters kept you
don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away
though the marks on your dress have been neatly repressed
i knew that something was wrong
and i shoulda spoke out and i'm so sorry now
i didn't know cuz we were so young
oh clouds of time
seem to rain on innocence left behind
and never goes away
can you stay strong
can you go on
Kristy are you doing okay
a rose that wont bloom
winters kept you
don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away
oh clouds of time
seem to rain on innocence left behind
and never goes away
and never goes away
can you stay strong
can you go on
Kristy are you doing okay
a rose that wont bloom
winters kept you
don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away
don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away
@ 07:05
update before i go back to schl to help out.
cos maybe ltr come back not using com liao.
rain a little bit ._.
pointless.
it's still so warm.
sian diao.
nvm laa.
don rain laa.
still got camp going on in schl (:
ltr only got Gary Sharon LiShan and me helping out.
hahs.
see ya.
Father's day means absolutely nothing to me. Nothing.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @ 15:34
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you, no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways
You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you, no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind 'cause I'll remember you, you
I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you, no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you
Forever baby, I'll remember you
-Every ending is a new beginning itself.
Sunday, June 7, 2009 @ 10:07
time to blog abt ytd! :D
woke up early early cos have to fall in at 7am for our squad.
then changed to full u.
got the music player frm Miss Toh's guides 'instructor'?
same rank as WanLin de, but dunno wad name O:
thanks! =]
then practiced fancy drills.
quite okay, but i keep doing wrong beat.
everyone blame me ):
last practice liao.
i still cannot get the beat.
die.
panic.
then changed to full u.
practiced whole parade once.
finally real parade.
wah.
panic panic.
cos of the rifle fancy drills.
then after muster parade fancy drills.
told myself to calm down.
juz do it :D
finally did it.
with one mistake.
everything nice nice =]
hahas.
then popped the party pooper.
then finally over.
and following it is the real POP parade.
do until nice nice.
throw beret!!..
..and YaoHui!
hahas.
tradition for male SI to be thrown.
our female one cannot be thrown, you see..
hahas.
officially passed out.
then went for basketball match.
lucky we have YaoHui and EnZhang.
if not the team sure cannot make it one.
hahas :X
then concert.
dunno wad Falcons II give, but Peregrines II gave ferrero rocher, Ferruginous II
gave toothbrush.
then we dunno why they give toothbrush,
so anyhow come up with a link.
"Eat finish ferrero our teeth sure dirty wad, so Ferruginous gave a toothbrush to
brush the dirt away lor.. Got link one.."
hahas.
then during the concert,
i want to thank this special man in my life.
for the past 15 years in my life,
6th June 2009 was the first time he went up on the stage to give me a short speech.
claimed that i was his best brother.
help me wear a jacket from the CIs.
super touched.
first time in my life.
and this special man is..
KEE GHIM HONG, MY
BEST BROTHER EVER (:
兄弟情深
yeah!
hahas.
gave him a hug while everyone clapped.
very touched and happy ytd.
sang "I'll remember you"
almost cried too.
the lyrics super touching.
hahas.
then after dismissal went to mac for lunch.
with Gary, Alvin and Sean.
Jasper came.
then eat le went home.
off to bbq after that :D
had some secret talk.
COS WE POP LIAO MA :D
hahas.
went back home,
bathed,
knocked out immediately.
hahas.
and someone ask me post smth :
" 'i very self proclaim' according to qiuyi :) "
Qiuyi, word by word lehs!
hahas.
oh yes.
i wan photos please =]
send my by msn oso can, put on facebook oso can, scan everything out for me oso can..
hahas.
see ya!
Thursday, June 4, 2009 @ 16:52
went to gym today with Jeremy, Eugene, Khalis, Jerrick, ShunJie,
Tjiaying and Jasmine today.
skipped superteens.
tired..
POA-ed with WeeKee juz now.
yawn.
2 more days ):
Don't remember me..
Monday, June 1, 2009 @ 21:02
WOOOOOOOOLAAAAAALAAAAAAAA!
chinese O level finally over~
may 孔子 bless me~
today spent my day with Jeremy YiKuang and Eugene.
looking for "JC".
and I'll never go again ._.