Tuesday, July 17, 2007 @ 19:50
NDP... YOU'RE DRIFTINGAWAY FROM ME...DRIFTING AWAY...... did 2 wrong things today.1) broke edna's limited edition water bottle. [let's not talk abt it]2) i slapped... yuxuan.well, it was my fault actually. she was hitting my back. damn hard. i held back my tears. but guys shouldn hit girls. i broke out of the pain, ke-belakang pusing, gave her a tight slap. i regretted my actions. *dots* well, she didn bear a grudge against me or anything, so, thank god.well. i had my MOI. wif tjiaying and edna. but we different. others teach the commands we noe de. this time we teach de command nobody except the NPDPs noe sia =D den cherie, dickson and jeremy teng are responsible for teaching those who were chosen for the NDP.well, again, i'm sort of, sad, that i was not chosen for the schl NDP parade. although weiqing sir told us that tjiaying, edna, yuxuan and i were not chosen coz we marched in a parade before and the others muz be given that chance, i was not... aiyah, dunno how to say laas. I WANNA GET INTO THE NDP. haix. haix. haix again.well, AGAIN, i shld congratulate those who were chosen for the NDP positions. good luck =Dokay, now let's jump to the part where dickson, yaohui and i went to the toilet to change into mufti. we were talking abt someone who was putting on airs. don ask me who. i wouldn even mention if that person was a male or a female. the 2 of dem were complaining that THAT PERSON was acting like IC in everything. lalalas. den dey told me that dey wouldn mind me being the IC of everything. dey said i didn act wadever in front of the squad. i felt so touched and blessed. i didn noe my 2 squadmates believed in me so much. *thanks!* but i don hav confidence in myself when i faced a large grp of ppl. i doubt my own abilities :(I WANNA GET INTO THE NDP!!!-Insanity-