Wednesday, October 31, 2007 @ 12:00
i almost committed suicide yesterday.thanks to a fren who wuld always be there for you,i didn, in the end.thanks, cherie.i don wanna elaborate much.this life is getting meaningless.nobody is beside me.i'm alone.take this fucking life away from me, will you?spare me from the agony alrdy.-Insanity-
Tuesday, October 30, 2007 @ 19:43
i have only praises for kayaking(:i'm starting to love it.and i mastered the capsizing drills(:whoots!charles sir rocks more, mann!whoots!everyone passed :Dwell, if next year ferruginious going den i oso want go lehs.fun seh.ehhh.count me in.hahas.i'm tired, but high~hahas.kayaking rocks :DDDyeahs.byebye.-Insanity-
Monday, October 29, 2007 @ 20:11
today's kayaking was fun.but i got capsized agn.by jun ze -.-oh well.nvm.tmr's the test.i will do my best to pass it.don wanna elaborate much,i'm just fucking tired.i juz wanna rest now,but i want to chat online (:don care laa,ltr den slp laa.now oso cant fall asleep.whatever.byebye.The hardest thing I'm gonna do is to turn around, walk away, and pretend that I don't love you at all.-Insanity-
Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 12:21
finally, speech day ended.after the tough weeks of training.well.time flies.was tinking of NPDP.felt as if NPDP juz ended ytd.this year, contained a lot of happiness, unhappiness, and many other emotions.ppl say secondary schl life is the most memorable part of ur life.and this year ended so fast.2 more months, and it will be 2008.and goshawks will become NCO-to-be.Jan:- the recruit of ferruginious 2nd edition plus the start of NPDP.Feb:- tough NPDP training.March:- the love started, while the tough NPDP continues.Apr:- the end of NPDP, the break of the love.May:- hahas. this month, nothing much, cant rmb any memorable things.Jun:- holiday, boring holidays which hasn't got any training, only ATC.Jul:- the wishful thinking part starts, eagles POP. [ghimhong ask me write de, and he is no longer my NCO. i don feel sad =)]Aug:- happy birthday of the two good frens.Sep:- brother's birthday.Oct:- end of speech day, which is today, plus tough training before speech day.2 more months to go. and the new life starts.-Insanity-
Thursday, October 25, 2007 @ 13:57
whoots whoots!i'm so damn happy!hahahahahahaha!lalalalalalalala!i'm mad wif happiness ^^tmr's speech day.work hard everyone!lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!yes!bring ur gloves, CC.hahas.byebye!-Insanity-
Wednesday, October 24, 2007 @ 15:08
speech day is coming.juz now was the last rehearsal.hope everyone does well.and mr chin wished for a minor miracle for the supporting cont.ferriginious, do ur best.here are some advice for you, if you don mind:ur CI, deanne mdm, chose you all to represent part of the supporting cont because dey believed you can do it. believe it or not, when we, the goshawks, are in sec 1, we're only involved for the cheering. right, goshawks? hahas. well, so do ur best and don disappoint those who believed in you. try ur very best for this parade and it will soon be over.GhimChoon(:well. i tink i've said all i can.bye then.-Insanity-
Tuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 14:35
An act of impulse.one word: guilty.Ask yourself- do you feel like having more even when you already had enough? What is enough?-Insanity-
Monday, October 22, 2007 @ 15:19
training today was okay.but quite tiring.maybe i shld get a good rest now.so i'll keep this post short.and tmr after schl, npcc goshawks fall in outside np room in ur schl u, regardless whether you are involved in the speech day.byebye.-Insanity-
Sunday, October 21, 2007 @ 16:30
haix.i help ppl wif my words of wisdom when dey are troubled.but who will come to my rescue when my mind is in a whirl?i'm confused.-Insanity-
Saturday, October 20, 2007 @ 15:05
didn blog ytd.tired and wasn allowed to use the com.had training ytd.went to point to have lunch after training.wif yaohui, chunghong and jun ze.lalalas.had fun playing cards.wasted a whole day getting 2 ferriginious' numbers wif eddin.finally got dem today.frm guojing.thx man.okay.monday wear mufti to schl, sit wif ur class like normal schooltime, after morning ceremony dismissed to change into half u, 7.55am fall in.that's wad mr chin told me.anything go wrong blame him =Phahas.okay.that's all,and byebye (:-Insanity-
Thursday, October 18, 2007 @ 14:36
am i reaching my rebellious age?i talked back to my mum and contradict her.and broke her heart like nobody's business.i'm sorry, mum.but you cant expect a sorry coming out frm my mouth.at this point of time.although i am remorseful.sorry, mum.tmr's training time for supporting cont.CC, you can do it.and Contingent Commander of npcc supporting cont,let me tell you smth.this is a name you carved for urself.don tarnish ur own reputation.don dirty ur own name.Contingent Commander, i am behind you.hope the CC (cockroach catcher) sees this.hahas.byebye.Coercion does not bring happiness.-Insanity-
Tuesday, October 16, 2007 @ 18:57
training today was tough.but fun (:hahas.back to my results.maybe the road to a-maths and pure chemistry wasn destined for me.i suck man.science, i studied till 2.30am.and i got 54.geography, i studied till 3.30am.i got 54.i only have 3 words for myself.go and die, ghimchoon.you suck.you suck.you suck once more.go kill urself oso nobody wouldn care.go and die man.fuck off.-Insanity-
Sunday, October 14, 2007 @ 17:08
note to me, myself:face it, GhimChoon. the difference between her and yuu is simply too great to be explained in words. she is like a $10 iced cappucino, and you are just simply a $1 kopi-o compared to her. give her up, she is not compatible to you. you are not fit to be with her.and i replied to my note,i don tink it's that easy.-Insanity-
Wednesday, October 10, 2007 @ 15:35
i'm blogging today, here.wad does that mean?it means...WE ARE FINALLY EXAM-FREE!yes!woo-hoo.english was okay.geography was kinda, difficult.mother tongue made me brainstorm quite a lot.maths ppr 1 was quite easy =)literature was somehow... okay.maths ppr was damn ass difficult.home econs, i have my own way =)science, i did it too.somehow, the whole of 2e4 was doing 'it'.and finally, art =)i did it anyhow.that one don care oso nvm.blah blah.whoots.today went amk hub play arcade to de-stress.played a while, lizhi, cally, alvin, axel and guanliang left us and went to plaza singapura.leaving me and chunghong at amk hib to play ourselves =(but actually is we don wan go.hahas.went back home after playing for sometime,tricked dem we were lost.hahas.and here i am.after bathing.lalalas.i feel so high =)byebye.and i want to be in the G.O.H contingent for speech day.wish i can get in.lalalas.and byebye agn (:I may be falling for a HEARTBREAKER, but with you, I'm willing to take the RISK.-Insanity-
Tuesday, October 2, 2007 @ 12:38
okay.since i'm here.might as well blog a little.geog was kinda difficult today.i was racking my brains.ytd study until 3.30 den black out.i mean i blackout.i tink i fell asleep.after drinking a cup of coffee.actually don wan to slp de.but dunno why still fall asleep.den found myself on my bed this morning when i wake up.when i was studying at the living room last night?i cant recall, man.seriously.i don rmb myself walking to my bedroom and just fall asleep like that.-.-lalalas.okay.good luck to everyone taking mother tongue tmr.byebye.我不是不爱你, 而是我不可以爱你.-Insanity-