Monday, December 17, 2007 @ 11:25
wow.i'm out of the campcraft team.how great was that?recently, i had this wish to get inside the team and join the competition.when i got in, i was over the moon.my brother was a ex-campcraft team member.ppl said,"ur brother was in. you sure in the laa."i gained my reputation thru my brother.sometimes i really look up to him.although he wasn in the npdp, unlike me,mr tan and everyone else trusts him.he was in the campcraft team,and earned his reputation by himself.i earned my trust thru him.he was in the campcraft team.i wanna get in too.but as fate decrees.i am destinied to rot at home.even without campcraft training.kelly mdm said there was something more impt for me.don i have the right to know what's this impt thing?sad laa.i don have this right.dickson was in the same boat as me.kicked out without knowing the reason.hahas.great.i was feeling so down ytd.but i really want to thank this person who had cheered me up and joked around wif me.thanks, yuxuan.without you, i wouldn have been back to normal.thanks, buddy.she's a fren who will always be there for you whenever you need a listening ear.and of course, best frens have similarities.mine and her was a great one.we were born on the same day (:anyway, thanks again.i'm sort of back to normal.sort of.god knows i might emo again on the 27th.where goshawks have a meeting in schl.-Insanity-